想给你知道之杰伦歌名

Hot Weather Night

11.30PM

可爱女人，

不对，

可爱小女才对。

在那天看见你开始，

每晚看着星晴时就想起你。

黑色幽默的房间内，

开始想想以后的娘子。

在我头脑里想着你，

如龍捲風。

如果这世界有反方向的鐘多好，

能把时间转到在电脑里看到你的时候。

当回到家时，

说声“爸，我回来了。”

微微笑地走进房间，

安静地想着你。

我们都听妈妈的话，

可是，

对不起妈妈，

我又爱上了一位女子。

我对你的簡單愛，

我開不了口。

如霍元甲的我，

就忍不住出了龍拳。

在我心里的暗號 ，

就变成我的不能说的秘密。

虽然我们的分裂/离开距离远，

可是我不管呢。

晴天我喝到爺爺泡的茶，

感到回到過去的童年。

想到在三年二班的时候，

为什么不在你隔壁出世？

我以父之名，

就出世在这儿。

如果妳聽得到，

我就想把你带去園遊會的藉口 ，

然后以漂移的速度，

带你到我的地盤里的花园。

花园里有外婆所种七里香的花香，

还有留下爷爷的將軍棋。

在藍色風暴的楓树下，

穿着黑色毛衣的我，

抱着你一边唱着蕭邦的夜曲。

看着髮如雪的你，

再想着你吃着麥芽糖的可爱样子，

给我想起夜的第七章。

慢慢地带着你，

一路向北到菊花台上，

将我们的电话号码放在我们的浪漫手機内。

你给我的感觉，

让我不想退後到千里之外。

甜甜的过时间，

欣赏在白色風車上美满的彩虹。

这就是我们蒲公英的約定。

当你给我一首歌的时间，

我就想起最長的電影里的那位龍戰騎士，

就像魔术先生一样。

当我见到你的那时刻，

我已经忘了时光机的存在。

说不定这是我们说好的幸福呢？

12.47AM

23-2-2013

Tired and Sleepy

Painfull Night

12 03AM

A day lock myself at home. Not feeling to go any where as my stomach not feeling well and getting me trouble. Feel so dizzy and tired.

I read an article on the web about feeling tired and sleepy symptoms.

10 Symptoms of Excessive Tiredness

1. Trouble getting up in the morning:
     Do you find yourself pressing snooze 3 or more times daily?

2. Too tired for daily tasks such as working, driving or shopping:
    Are you finding that you are barely making it through your day because of drowsiness?

3. Depending on caffeine:
    Are you drinking more than 2 cups of coffee, tea, or cola to cope your tiredness?

4. General feeling of being “run-down”:
    Are you dragging? Do you constantly think, “I need a vacation?”

5. Irritability:
    Is your tiredness causing you to feel overly sensitive? Easily frazzled?

6. Change in appetite:
    Do you find yourself eating less? More?

7. Muscular weakness:
    Are you feeling physically weak?

8. Difficulty concentrating:
    Having trouble staying on task?

9. Cold-like symptoms:
    Is your tiredness accompanied by sneezing, coughing or runny nose?

10. Short-term memory loss:
     Are you forgetting more?

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Answers from webs-

Sleeping trouble, such as insomnia:
Excessive tiredness can be a byproduct of sleeping disorders such as insomnia.

Stress:
If you have ever experienced stress, you know that it is mentally and physically draining. Stress causes one to feel tried and lethargic in waking hours even if he or she is sleeping at night.

Heavy workload:
Work is a reality of most of our lives. Some jobs require more work than others. Even jobs that can be fairly uneventful have times where more work is needed. These times can cause one to feel more tired than usual.

Depression/Anxiety:
Tiredness can be a result of one’s mental health. Depression and anxiety can cause one to miss sleep at night or too feel overly tired with or without consistent sleep.

Anemia:
Anemia is a decrease in red blood cells. Red blood cells are what help circulate oxygen through the body. Tiredness is a major symptom of anemia.



Base on 10 list I have all but not number 3. But I have most of these specially number 10 is the worse. Haiz.. What had just happened on me.

12.36AM

27-2-2013

A Day of Suffer

Weak Night

12.56AM

A day started with a weak health. Early in the morning, I already suspicious my stomach not feeling well. But I didn't care about it as I go fetch JJ and go to work. Until the office, I went toilet for few times. After that we went to lunch at the Bits & Pieces Cafe just below our office and we call it Canteen because we always had our meal there.

 

Then finally today I went to settle my bank accounts. Just take all the balance in Ambank and put into my Maybank account. Then putting my savings there and put some into my working account.

 Say bye bye to my Ambank Account as I closed it already

Well, trying to had lunch but no longer sit together with others agents. No slot and expecting you to sit next table as you are different team. Therefore, we sit our own table but in the end still moved to Kenny and Lawrence's table while Boss Victor join us later. Yes I just get my Samsung Galaxy Note 2, why do you need to keep looking at me? I can't get it before you do? XXXX that shit.

Then later, I keep went to toilet again. So I decided to go home but I stopped by at The Gardens to use the toilet in The Gardens Club Member Lounge. The toilet is the most comfortable toilet among all shopping malls because you will have individual toilet rooms. But you don't know how suffer is it to stay there so sick for hours until you are in the condition. Leg were so numb and so pain in the stomach. As I sad for JJ that he need to wait me for so long.

After that, it was a massive traffic jam and I had to fetch JJ to Sri Petaling LRT Station which will pass by 2 school road which has a lot of cars there. Until home, there was Pasar Malam near my house and until I went home and look for toilet again.

It's an abnormal day as I did not touch my Desktop at all because I was so weak to play computer games. Anyway, don't feel like gaming at all. Just keep myself silent mode in the night. Pain in silent.

1.30AM
26-2-2013

Time is Not Enough

Moody Cold Night

12.52AM

In the next 9 hours will be start working.  It was so fast that CNY already passed by and back to normal days. Seriously, feel so bored already, yea everyone does. Some more each Monday will be talking the same things again. I will be going there in the morning but skipping the meeting of talking the same page over and over again. I'm very suffer for the pressure-ness of it. Because of this system started, my stomach pain few times a week.

This noon family and I (Except Dad as he went to temple) went to the Paradigm Mall for a walk. Then we spend our lunch in the Sushi Zamai.

The Spicy Ramen

After that, we went for a walk in the mall and once again I got nothing to buy so I decided to window shopping and in the end, only mom and sis get to buy some stuffs. Well, sometimes I really wanted to buy some shirts and pants, but think a little longer, do I have time to wear this? Work > Formal, after work > Pajamas. Which means only weekends and holidays only able to wear it. So in the end did not buy.

Later, I was getting drowsy as the running nose medicine makes me feel sleepy. So I had to force attention when driving plus when on our way home, it's such a heavy rain. Family when reach home, I felt a sleep. Lucky I washed the toilet yesterday night to so have to wash it in the noon. 

It's dinner time. Firstly, dad decided to had our dinner in the Vietnam Restaurant at the Plaza OUG. But turn round and round in the car, decision changed into western food Star Village.

It's located behind my house, which is as the Kuchai Lama. OUG do have one branch but mom said there were no aircon that's why we change to Kuchai Lama's branch. The place was very nice and classic, very nice environment with oldies musics playing in the air. The food choice wasn't that much, but the taste of the food still can consider here. Price for 2 person will be less than RM100 (Well, it depends how you order).  

Then in the night, got nothing to do but just stay at home. Dad brought the Soya Bean Milk for Tang Yuan, but unfortunately the Tang Yuan was 'Fat Mou' already. So cannot eat, just drink the Soya Bean Milk.

Then night I discovered a game, (actually already have long time ago =.=) which is call Jurassic Park Builder. I like to play games that you can build you own town or park or even village. 

So this is how the game looks like. It's still small as I just started the game, compare to my Smurf Village is way big different. 

 Big different? Haha.

Well, the time really not enough. Day by day passed like a light shine goes by. To me, I still can't let go my own part. I'm trying so hard to stay around with my family. No matter gaming, or facebooking or even watching TV, as long is around with them. Feeling do deep and heavy on me. Moody night. =( 

Under cover of the night

To find another place underneath the morning light

2.00AM
25-2-2013

A Tired Saturday

Hot Weather Night

1.57AM

Saturday, today my mom recovered from her sick. Why do I know that? Because when I woke up, I was still inside my room and I can hear my mom's voice from my room even my room door closed. This Saturday did not went to Midvalley. This time is Pavilion KL. I like this mall as the mall is wide and big, comfortable to walk around in this mall. So we went to this Ichiban Japanese restaurant to had our lunch. There were many people there but just standing there and watch the big tuna fish. Well, we just went in to had our Sushi.

Later on we walk around in the mall and window shopping. Was looking for phone casing but you know, the Pavilion KL, what also expensive except the Daiso store. Then half way, Mom brought a bag and sis brought a watch. Then we went to have some tea break, a Chinese Lion Dance begin to perform at the G floor. 

A lot people there, just like watching Chinese Stage Drama. Then the funny part is, I would say the Chinese Lion feel so happy today because many people there or can say 80% of the people there give him Ang Pau. Haha. Then later we buy some bread from Lavender Bakery and we went home.

Choon Lian call up today for dinner. So before that when I played the Subway Surfer and thsi time I broke new record. 

Yea, 3541540 my personal best records. For so long to keep up the missions into x30 points. Then later on we went to this Ficelle Boulangerie & Patisserie Italian cafe at the Taman Desa shop lot to had dinner with Choon Lian.

The food was very nice, the mushroom soup is very good as you can see a lot of mushroom in the soup, the Mushroom & Ham Spaghetti was so tasty and as well the Pizza. Will consider this cafe and will go back there again for the tasty Italian food. Also, the bread bakeries were very nice too!

Then later, we went to Saturday Pasar Malam to look for my phone casing. And finally I had spend RM25 there to get a plain casing for my phone. 

Also, there's this little Elephant Key Chain from Choon Lian. It's a souvenir from India as Choon Lian went to India for 9 days last week. Then was gaming with my PC and copy some games from my PC.

Till now, late night again. A bad habit? Yea I know. But I use to it. The only time of spaces for me to write this. I need a peace and silent place to write.

2.39AM
24-2-2013

The Galaxy Has Born

Silent Night

12.50 AM

How much do you think does an iPhone 4 worth? You know, second-hand I mean. It worth RM1000 on the forum? Well, I brought it to the shop, it worth RM700 net***. iPhone 4 was a good phone, I like the apps and the games. But the most important part is, the battery. Battery is the most important role in the phone and how long the phone could be last for will very depending on it. This white iPhone 4 on the left, the battery turn dry extremely fast. How ever, Say bye bye to it as I sold it off already.

I went to Midvalley this afternoon with my brother. It was suffer to brought a hot tempered little brother, hitting and kicking me while you unable to stop him. My back was hurt, my arm was hurt. However, I had no choice but continue to Midvalley as he keep screaming for the arcade game in Jusco. My mom was sick, she can't even make a move when she feels dizzy. So the only thing I can do is helping her to do house work and so on. For those in office talking about me, you can talk all you want. Because you will never understand the meaning about family in the first place.

I'm age 22, seriously I'm suppose to be studying in the uni right now. I regretted on my studies, I did regret not to choose IT. But even I did make my choice, it's too expensive to study IT. By that time, my course of advertising and marketing designs costs around RM30k. I can see how hard my father helped me on my studies in the college. That's RM30k, how about RM80k for IT studies? Later on the higher level studies? Even parents said so, don't worry about money son/daughter, as long you choose the course. But will you just choose it without thinking about the financial? So sorry, I can't do it. 

Some how, today I sold my iPhone 4 to the shop in Midvalley. Of cause, a new phone was born today. 

Yes! The Samsung Galaxy Note 2 is in the house! This phone is limited stocks and best selling phones of all because the battery were so good. In this phone, really thanks to my mom who helped me to get this phone and asked the shop person get one reserve for me. Now all left is the casing, looking forward to get the cover casing.

I'm happy with it, Yes I am. But I really don't know why specially on night, I feel so mood-less. Is it because too silent in the night? Or? Maybe?

1.16AM

23-2-2013

The Chinese Lion Part 2

Mood-less Night

12.44AM

20 Feb 2013, around 1.30pm, it's Danny's new office open ceremony. Danny's office were just nearby our office, just neighbor in the middle shop lot top floor. This time, there were 8 Chinese Lion there with a barbecue  pork. It was a grand opening and many people around nearby also come and watch the Chinese Lion Dance. They were 3 lorry to bring over 8 Chinese Lion. We believe 8 is the lucky number which bring us luck and wealth. As you can see in the picture, can consider many Chinese Lion there.  

This time the Chinese Lion dance was batter than Monday. The Chinese Lions were so naughty and playful, that's the spirit of it. They were playing around and walking around to play with us. I was wandering, how to fit 8 Chinese Lion in Danny's office? That's why I did not follow up as too many people and Chinese Lions up there. Imagine there were 8 Chinese Lion running around you, it's fun to have them around with and you will feel the energy of them for our luck and wealth. 

Celebrating with fireworks and the loudness that representing power of luck. Celebration with Moet & Chandon with full of laughter. 

Do you know about the BR1M 2.0? I just received a letter from them state that I'm qualify to get RM250. 

Yea, with a little red Ang Pau. So I get this RM250 this morning. The letter asked me to go to Bangsar to get it at the Lorong Maroof. Honestly, I don't know where is Lorong Maroof, I just follow my little GPS to guild me there and when I saw many Barisan National flag, then I know is there. I'm so lucky that I don't have to listen talks from BN and long Q. When I arrived, it just takes 1 minit to take the money. After that I went to Maybank cash out because you only can cash out from Maybank, CIMB, BSN.

 Long ago I already think of opening a savings account in Maybank. To open savings account in Maybank, you need to deposit RM250. So now I have RM250, therefore I open an account there. Maybank is much more easier to access, ATM located everywhere. So I opened a savings account from Maybank and they gave me this Manchester United Debit Card. Well, I'm not really fancy of Manchester United Football Club, but the card look nice to me and among all team I do support Manchester United team. Football I only watch the Fifa World Cup Match, others I rarely watch them.

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I don't need expensive gift. I just need a useful gift from your heart. That's more than enough. Why is it so simple you can't do it. Buying expensive things does not mean better to me. I don't need you to buy me expensive things.

1.26AM
21-2-2013

The Chinese Lion

Falling Night

1.08 AM

A day of Finno's celebrations Lion Dance. Almost everyone was there in the office, watching and grabbing the Chinese Lion fortune luck. It has two Chinese Lion, one is red colour and one is green colour. With the whole street of car number plate 108, everyone pass by was paying attention on our grand celebration. So as the Chinese Lion start walking up to our office and giving fortune luck to everyone. They start by the boss's room and tables as they will pill off the Mandarin Orange and throwing the Mandarin Orange allowing us to grab it.

That's my table, with the share of Kent Chong (Left Side) and JJ (Right Side). As you can see we are giving Ang Pao and putting our sale tools there for fortune blessing, our proposer forms, our name cards, our new sales 'Cash Promise' and so on. We were prepared all these and waiting for the Chinese Lion arrive to our table to bless. It's cool that the Chinese Lion will come bless our table and taking Ang Pau as an exchange of fortune bless to us and our things on the table.

We all were blessed. So we went back downstairs for the fireworks. There are total 7 red fireworks with 8ft long. As all was lighten up. It was so grand and well blessed with the power and luck.

As the Chinese Lion walk around to bless everyone and walking to bless each of the car. Then they claim up to so tall as lighting up the powerful words and blessing. We all were energized and shouting every time.

Best Picture of the Day

 After that we were having lunch in our so call 'canteen' which is a cafe near our office called Bits and Pieces. We had our little lunch there with Ah Ming, Ice, JJ and many more. So I ordered this Fried Chicken Chop with Mushroom Sauce. The chicken was good but the sauce is just okay only. Already ordered, so I still need to finish it, not to waste it. Well, after no longer, I went home. On the way home, I drop by to the car workshop as my fog lamp is not working. The person who helps me wasn't there and I told the other workers is the switch problem and they so smart and keep checking the light. So halfway, I asked them to put it back and come back next time. The rain was so heavy this evening, and I only notice when Justin uploaded the flood picture at Puchong near IOI Mall in the whatsapp.

Poor BMW 5 Series was stuck in the middle of the terrible flood in the highway. Wondering how much will it cost you to clean up and fixing back your car on this condition.

So because of the rain and this condition, we were afraid of traffic jam. So we were forced to go in door places to had our dinner. The final result ends up at the Esquire Kitchen in OUG Plaza.

About my phone, I had no choice but carrying the power bank to every where I go. Because I had no choice.......

You know tonight will be having conversation with me and you did not reserve or charge your phone to have a conversation with me. This I could see how much you prepare for me.... You up sad me.....

1.45AM
19-2-2013

Every Bored Sunday

Tears Night

1.56AM

The day before I slept on 4am in the night, therefore I end up waking on 12pm. This time we went to lunch at Mc Donald's at the Plaza OUG. Normally I use to like to eat the Spicy Chicken Mc Deluxe as that's the only favourite burger to me. But this time I don't feel like eating anything, therefore I ordered the Fillet O Fish. Since woke up, I start observing my phone, the battery is drying up faster and faster. But still I did not though of anything about it yet. As I always said, bored Sunday. Sunday is the most boring day, and dad went to temple again. We did not go any where els and went back home after our lunch since mom said she is bored of walking in the mall.

 

Once back home, house work starts. I was ironing the shirt, and again I felt very dizzy and hot. I can't contact to the hot environment, it makes me suffer dizzy. I only kept quiet as don't want any trouble later. Then when finish, I fall into the sofa and don't wanna be look dizzy and I just sleep without allowing people know I was very dizzy. Since there's nothing to, just sleep to hide my dizziness.

 

Once awake, dad is already home and it's almost dinner time, I took a bath and we went out dinner at the Salak South Garden Fatty Mok Yong Tau Fu.

 

Later on we were back home and watch TV. There was nothing to watch, Only switching channel here and there. Then my sister just came back from Hong Kong and she start her Hong Kong story there while complaining a bored trip. Well, I already been to Hong Kong many times. The first time I been there was age 5, Hong Kong and China. The latest was last year I been there. Hong Kong is just a place to walk around and buy some cheap stuffs and eat some Hong Kong Food.

Now, I realise my phone battery is draining very fast. When I go out for dinner, my phone was 50%, only a couples of whatsapp, the battery turned 30% when I was eating. When I reach home, the battery becomes 15%. Are you serious? Spoil at this time? I don't really have the extra money for a phone now, why things need to be broken when I was poor? Why aren't anything spoil when I have extra money? Should I sell my favourite collections to get a new phone? Iphone Sucks, spoil easy and battery spoil more easily. What should I do now? Sell? Of fix it with the cost of a new phone?

 

Nobody knows how I feel tonight, nobody knows how pain am I tonight. Nobody...knows....how much tears....I fall.... tonight.......

 2.33AM
18-2-2013